monday blues-fuck i cant take it anymore,its been quite hard for me to wake up early morning. really, i am to busy and i dun get much sleep. ppl always say that its better to keep urself busy with stuff so that u wont tink of too many probs, but it seems to me that the more busy i am, i tend to feel that my life is just too blank. the only person at the moment who can understand what i feel is lola. im nt being emotional bout tis situation i am in, but the thing is that i feel so unfair. ppl may look at me and see myself as a happy go lucky guy. but seriously, there is too many things in my mind. seriously, i want a good life ahead. i really mean a good one. for the time being just gotta be patient.