I can soar on wings like an eagle...

Friday, 31 July 2009

In fashion, be somebody, not a wannabee.

Twitter is addictive, blogger is becoming old skool.

ts seems that module this week has alot of relations to contract law. thats not fun at all. Gonna start work this sunday at ION, hopefully it will be fun and that i won't have a hard time. I want to feel loved. awww. paiseh.

Dont always feel that problems are crushing your life, because if thats what you think, then it will be.

I blog @ Friday, July 31, 2009

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

The art of living lies less in eliminating our troubles than in growing with them.

When you can't solve the problem, manage it.

The best way out of a problem is through it.

I blog @ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Thursday, 16 July 2009

Finally, i got myself a new phone, a flip one, hopefully it doesn't break apart. nonetheless, i am still feeling low because its been difficult getting employed. Just sick and tired of going for interviews, and yea, i always get this stupid question from the interviewers, "are you a foreigner". Do i look like an import human being?????

trying to play around with the new phone, i wont deny that im a IT noob, because i dun even know how to switch on the phone, needed the guide book for help. How i wish i had a sugarmommy who would just pamper me but dun ask for special services. ok, i'm getting desperate here. Hopefully some kind soul would offer me a job.

I want to try to love, but i just don't dare to do it.

life can be fuck up a times, but just pretend that its nothing
sometimes its good to be living in denial, you don't drive urself crazy.

I blog @ Thursday, July 16, 2009

Wednesday, 15 July 2009

Laptop brokedown, so didn't had the mood to attend class. It was just a not needed help in overcoming the monday blues. Guess what, sunday nite, IM with KNAA and ask her if she wanted to ditch school. Her answer is always YES, she never object against skipping school. It's been a very long time since we both ditch school together, because we are no longer in the same class, sad huh, i guess they have their reasons for not putting us together. Running out of choices on where to go, Singapore does not have much awesome places to chill. We decided to look beyong the normal geographical status, and yea, we decided to go to the other side of causeway, J.B.

Before that, headed to school first to get my lappy repaired. I think my lappy reaching its lifespan, its always down. Trip to JB was fuckin damn long. It was a medain ride from wldns checkpoint to the other checkpoint. The malaysian customs was like wow, the interior was impressive than terminal 3, but but the road leading to it is totally long and curvy because there were so many turns before we actually reach there. There are some architecture problems that they need to look into especially the accessibility. Felt rich for a while in JB, it's like all of a sudden your money increase by 2 times. heh. Ate at kenny rogers followed by a movie, public enemy which was like too long winded for me to absorbed the story line. Next time, we shall explore JB deeper.

I blog @ Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

Life is like the sea,
We don't know where it ends.
If were to go deeper,
It would be too late for us to turn back,
drowning ourselves to death.

I have made up my mind,
I have to forgo all the outcoming plans
I just need to get things right, before i proceed,
Because i just don't want things to get complicated.

The withdrawal syndrome.

I blog @ Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Friday, 10 July 2009

It's freezing cold in class and it's really tempting me to take a short nap.

I have yet to pay attention in class today, just not in a mood.

Lesson is about risk mgmt, and it's on bomb threat evacuation plans

Hopefully there's a real bomb threat right now

So i can go home.

2months coming and i have yet to get a job.

Getting employed is a must for me.

Otherwise i will drown myself dying in debt

I don't want that to happen.

God, help me please, I know i have done alot of sins, forgive me for that.

So look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror.

I blog @ Friday, July 10, 2009

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

I feel the adrenaline pumping in my brain. Ever felt that you have too much going through your mind, where you don't even know where to start. That feeling isn't nice at all. So here I am trying to pretend that nothing happened, but deep down, reality is telling me to face the facts. It's quite daunting especially when you feel so helpless, trying to keep calm, showing a strong composure infront of your friends, but sadly its all superficial.

What would be like if your life was being replicate into stage art, where there would be audiences attending the show. I want my life story to be an eye-opener, making a positve impact on every single audience. I believe that life's too short, so don't make your problems make your life shorter.

I blog @ Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Monday, 6 July 2009

Don't you feel that it sucks when you are force to do things.
Come on, each individual has their choices and we view things differently
So, don't try grooming people into robots
Because we robots control ourselves
Not you.

I blog @ Monday, July 06, 2009

Friday, 3 July 2009

Prison break - from school.
Measures taken are of no concrete reasons
Instead of making us feel comfortable & safe during this situation
You are making us feel like jail birds waiting to get release for feeding time & home.
I don't abide by this nonsensical measures implemented.
They should have a green ribbon project for rp students soon.

I blog @ Friday, July 03, 2009

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.

Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.

Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate.

Kissing is a known stress-reliever.

Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.

Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks!

The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.

Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body.

Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.

Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.

During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.

Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the 'noise' in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.

Let's embrace love & start kissing more. I posted this because i'm very impressed with the health benefits of kissing.

I blog @ Thursday, July 02, 2009

Sadly, a 24 year old fucker in this house, acting like the most fillial and saint son in this household, does not know how to get a life. My second brother is leading his own independent life, but the mr saint seems to be hanging on to the house. Seriously, go fucking hell get your own house, i need some privacy and personal space in that room. Stop putting up a mask, no more charles play, the truth would be reveal soon, and don't ever dream that you gonna get this house, please have some shame damn it.

I blog @ Thursday, July 02, 2009

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Let's say i kinda like the whole feeling today. It's like you feel rejuvenated all of a sudden. Not to forget, lots of eyecandy too, that's more like it. Bet sher would be smiling reading this rite now. Finally, justice is being shown, and to that incompetent boss, just be prepared to get screwed by the big boss, because najib gonna send you a lovey dovey letter. Be delicate with that letter, because now i'm the superior one, i really hope that fucking boss will feel what's fuck up treatment is like. Satisfaction at it's best. Compensate me, and i hope to ruin your career, like you did to the rest. So before you think you can meddle around with me, think twice, kids nowadays are not as dumb and gullible, guess our level fo mentality is wiser than yours, sadly.

I blog @ Wednesday, July 01, 2009