monday has always been so dreading. i cant skip anymore science lesson, so just gotta force myself to school. what happening in poly life has put an impact on my life. as a follow up of what happen yesterday, i just feel that i dun wan to make others feel the wrong way. its kinda hard to explain. had a hard to hard talk wit babe gurl dada yesterdae nite. jus felt that i couldnt keep it to myself anymore. i told her that i felt lost and miserable in this situation. like what will you do if u have a friend of the opposite sex who u are close with but that the person likes u. but ur objective is just to be close friends. maybe it shld just leave it they way it is,just being myself. jus hope that both of them will be in good terms soon and thin will go smoothly for ur relationship.