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Monday, 14 January 2008

weekends- has always and should have been those great days of the week. but for me, it has been much of a routine pack wit activities. firday evening, was supposed to go for clinic session, had to postponed it coz need to carry boats to kallang. at first, it was pretty much dreading, but jus otta bare wit it. ok, ended eating at arab street after that and food was great at the zam zam restaurant. saturdays was canoe training, had to woke up damn early coz need to reach kallang by 7.30. it was a challenge to get myself out of bed. training ended, went straight for werk. was really looking foward coz it has been quite sometime since i've werked wit shi yun. great time spent werk, laughter, bastarding, chattin and yea gossiping. tats wat i paid for 6 bucks per hr dwn there.
sunday was my first day off. i slept almost for the whole day. basically when i'm alone and got nothing to do, i start to feel more of my inner self.

at start, i feel that time is passing by real fast, that even at times, you don't even realise it. i see myself being 19 tis yr, fuck it coz i really see that i am bcoming older. teenage life seems to come to an ending soon, like maybe in a few yearsa time. So i ask myself this, am i fulfilling my youth, or am i just to deprived of it. honestly speaking, i feel that my teen life has been full of obstacles. since young, i didnt even felt what parent or so called love is all about. my projection towards love this days has been deeply hidden in me that people ususally see me as someone who is anti-love. they dont see the softer side of me coz im jus to way comfortable being the way i am. its just my background. maybe, i hope someday soon, luck will shine upon me, i definitley want to attain that level of happiness and satisfaction soon, coz i just cant take it anymore.
the end.

I blog @ Monday, January 14, 2008