Friday, 11 January 2008
ok, its been quite some time since i updated tis blog. jus damn busy. period.
today was actually the muslim new year, and yea, me not being the religious type, finally came to a point of realisation that god really play a big part in our life. i really thank god for letting have the very first day of the new year to spend time together.
it all started when farhi was supposed to go to werk and when he was at the shop, his boss told him to take the day off. by coincidence, dada also headed to work and upon reaching she realised that she was not werking today. superb, so bith of them iniated to meet up at heeren. dada straight away call me and u noe wat, i jus reached skool. my part of the story, today i specially woke up early to be punctual for UT, met up wit aniza and maybe luck was jus wit us, there was heavy traffic while onboard 161, thus we took 1 and a half hour to reach woodlands. upon reaching campus, taught of skipping skool as was alreadi late. but then i decided to go up to class and when i jus switch on my lappy, dad called, and yea, i stragiht away pack and left for town.
didnt felt guilty skipping skool, coz its jus one of those days that we can spend the whole day together since we all have been busy with our commitments. upon reaching twn, i taught of heading back to seletar for traininng later but suprisingly it started to rain heavily. i was very fickle minded on whether is should. then a text msg came unexpectedly, my fren said training was cancelled. it was like wow, everything seems to go smoothly, like the way we wanted to be.
really, we enjoyed the whole day together as best buddies, seriously, u guys are just those important elements in my life. maybe im nt the mushy guy in person, but really, i love u guys deep down.
went home and did some reflections, i seems to be in low spirit this few days, yea, but i try nt to show it. reason why, i feel that my life is so meaningless. i have a family, but its existence seems fake, jus more of like manakins. really i dun deny that. i may seems to be one of the most vulgar living species, but i plan to cut dwn on it, serious. sometimes, i do feel that i am a good for nothing peep, i jus live life on a day to day basis. i dun even really know what i wanna be in future, im just too fickle about it coz i jus have too many aspirations, probably. till now, i have been keeping too many thing to myself. i jus need to slowly let it out so that ppl would understand the true me. i jus wish to lead a happy and posh life, tat is wat i really one and i hope that i can find a life partner that i can be contented with and live wit the person happily ever after. tats is all i wish for tis new yr.full stop
resolutions for tis yr:-
safe more money
minimize my level of laiziness
skip skool lesser
be a better person
start thinking of my future prospect.
I blog @ Friday, January 11, 2008
