Monday, 14 July 2008
Life's like that
It's just too tiring for me. I feel that life i getting more meaningless even though i am trying to add meaning to it. I feel that i don't even have time fro myself, because i am just too busy with so many stuff. I'm feeling the pinch of it. I thought that after one hurting chapter of my life was over, the next one would be better. But no, it's just as worst.
First is the problems at work. I hate when people who always think that they are correct. Being to demanding and strict by using unrealistic ways its totally not required. 1 min late, pay 1 buck, putting handphone in the pocket, fine 60 bucks. lunch break only 30 mins, eat in the shop. Thus, someone needs to go out and buy food for everyone, carrying so many food packets and drinks. The boss always say this, make it fast when u go buy food because i dun have enough staff. Fuck you, does that sound like my fucking problem. I remeber one time that there was so many stuff to carry, i called back to ask someone for help, and my surpervisor still can say i gt not enough staff.You wan things done fast, u neva spare a thought for others. Commanding is easy, but doing it is not.
On saturday i came in to work late, 12mins late, coz i went to shit first. She kept on bugging me for 12 bucks, even asking me infront of the customer, so unprofessional. Then she asked me once again, when are u going to pay, so i just replied, "tommorrow i will ask my mom to come down and pay you". I jus walk off. Fuck with it, what nonsense BR fund. You running a boutique or a charity organization there. If i pay you the 12 bucks, what u gonna do with the money, enjoy it for urself. That would never happen.
She always use this as an excuse, saying that i am the only one that she hires to work only on weekends. She said that even she allows me to go fro my canoe on saturdays's morning. For that, i appreciate ur understanding. But then, she like expect me to work every single weekends, saying that during the interview that i sai i can work weekends. Get it straight here, I said that i am available on weekend, but i didn't say that i am going to commit every single weekend. She even say u decide which one you wnat to prioritize, ur school stuff or ur werk, definitely my school stuff, i still got my education, i'm not like working there for life. Seriously, you are fucking unreasonable. Fine, i'm not happy with ur irrelevant house rules, it's worst than boot camp werking there. I would just tender my resignation.
To the old bitch, stop harrassing and threatening me, fuck you for calling my werkplace. I would not hesitate to make a report.
I thought that keeping myself busy for now will help me put away with those unrequired problems. But still, problems always arise from every single corner of your life. I'm just waiting when i will get that happiness that i have been long awaited for.
I blog @ Monday, July 14, 2008
