I feel lost, I just don't know what to do right now. The house feels empty, things drastically change. Kinda of helpless actually, seeing the sole breadwinner of the house, lying on that hospital bed, with so many tubes being induced into him. Yea, i noe i hated him for the way he treated me, but still in the end, we have the same blood. I just feel pity for him, seeing him in that kind of state, he had never been so sick before. Now, time is just not on my side, I'm having fever myself, working hours will be long since they are having the festive sales, and how in the blue hell am i going to find time to visit him. oh god, i just hope i can pull through this.
I blog @ Friday, December 19, 2008
