I have not been eating well lately, things been a no way out this hols. Dad has been in hospital for almost 2 weeks, but i just don't have the heart to go down and visit him. Hopefully the two adults would change for the better after all this. Home has been absolutely dead every single time im back or awake, like there's no occupants. The prob is, i need to cook for myself, which is something i dun expertise in. Its about time i slave myself at work and earn my own bucks, lead my own life and learnt how to stand up for myself. Things just don't happen the way you want it. Life's like that. 2009. a fresh start. god bless najib.