That insignificant person is extinct, to me. Seriously, ur a total dissapointment, its best to keep your personality natural, but apparently, that person just can't. Case close. Gd Bye to you.
For a moment, I felt that the world was empty. Why. Blank, learnt something, stay away from those ppl who are attached, its not that i have bad intentions to get in your way, for heaven sake, we are just friends, good friends to label it. Anyways, I still contemplating if i should forgo the chalet, i dun want things to turn sour for you guys.
Remember those days where my blog were full of pictures, less words. Seems to be that I can't be bothered to upload photos onto blogger, oh well, life has not been as fun as last time. It's becoming more of like work, work, work and a small percentage of school. But looking back of my older posts, its kinda fun reading thru it all over again, looking at those pics, some sort of back to the future feeling.
I just practically hate it when people start saying this, "no matter what, he still is your father?". It's obvious, but how about the pther way round, "no matter what, he is still your son?". Life since young was like living in a torture camp where physical and mental abuse was a norm. People who do not know about the true facts of this situation might think that i'm like a setan, cut off with it. I neva felt living in a proper household since i was young. All they do is just to pull me down. They created that mindset in me since i was young to hate them through those constant abuse. Till today, that perspective is still stuck in me. Forgive and forget, is not that easy.
I have been slaving myself at work, even though it damn tiring, i guess it does makes things better at the same time. There's extra money. yeah. Since it's a start of new year, I just hope things will be better off for me this time round. Looking back at 2008, if one could jus record it, bet it could be as similar as those drama series you see on tv. Just can't deny this, but one's life is really a drama, just that you don't act it out, it comes out naturally. Oh well, the drama would not end there, v.09 coming up, and i would know what to expect. enjoy that laidback life, i totally pray for it.
