I just practically hate it when people start saying this, "no matter what, he still is your father?". It's obvious, but how about the pther way round, "no matter what, he is still your son?". Life since young was like living in a torture camp where physical and mental abuse was a norm. People who do not know about the true facts of this situation might think that i'm like a setan, cut off with it. I neva felt living in a proper household since i was young. All they do is just to pull me down. They created that mindset in me since i was young to hate them through those constant abuse. Till today, that perspective is still stuck in me. Forgive and forget, is not that easy.