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Monday, 9 February 2009

I can't believe this, I actually had a dream, being at work and facing difficult customers. Obviously work has been dominating my mind almost every other day. I won't deny that enjoy work, definitely its tiring after a day at work. The routine would be go to work, sleep, go to work, sleep and here comes the off days.

Coincidentally, woke up at noon and saw four text msgs on my phone. two from farah and two from my aunt. content of msgs were inter-related. My aunt was asking when i'm going come down to visit grandma, coz she's been asking bout me. That really hit on me. All of a sudden I just felt that I have become what i've not intended to be. All that I think is to work more and earn more. That's life here, everything lies around that term called "money". I just feel fucking shitty. Hope that grandma understands, you have pampared me much, its about time i learnt to earn my own money. Definitely need to drop by her place soon.

Why do couples always show their extra love or true love to their partners during valentine's day. Shouldn't it be applied everyday. Najib kinda of envy seeing people in love, people talking about their valentine's day preperations and celebrations, people celebrating their anniversaries, coz i'm here all alone, the single young men. After what has happen, its really hard to accept this thing call love.

I blog @ Monday, February 09, 2009