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Friday, 20 February 2009

If you think that I'm a sinful child, look in the mirror for urself and you would see what a sinful child plus mother is. damn it. When he was in hospital, i was surprise you were talking about responsibility as a parent, but perhaps its was just for that short period of time. Dun wait till something bad happen then you want to change yourself from a setanic bitch to some responsible old hen. It dosen't work. I taught that after he was in hospital, things would change, but apparently no, it actually got worst. It's hard for people to change, especially as they grow older.

So here comes the part. I was suppose to receive money for my monthly bus concession. 1 week of the month has passed, and so i ask my sis to ask the bitch for the money. There is no point talking to that fucking bitch face to face, coz she is just one big time sadist. The bitch evolve herself into a setan and started scrutinizing and insulting me. The most unreasonable excuse the bitch gave was I just want to lead a glamaourous life, and just want an easy life. Oh fuck, you think its glamourous to bus nowadays, its a need, not or want. We are not leaving in villages, damn cibai, dun tell me ur having brain damage. So nehmind. I kept quiet and waited till mid of the mth for the allowance. Nw it really hit the switch, i got so damn pissed with this piles of irresponsible sadistic "parents". I msg that men who is the so called dad, to ask him transfer the money for my allowance. one day later, no reply,no transfer. So i msg once gain. I kept the tone of the msg with the outmost respect. If knew what the reply was gonna be, i would have send a msg full of insult of profanities, prolly that hit u in the head and see the big picture. Sadist will always be what they are, that fucking men told me you dont ask me for money, I can't support you, go ask your brothers for the money. How in the fucking hell wont i get so pissed of and angry. You are nt giving me a single cent and u expect me to survive. Everything in this house i need to pay for myself, from clothes, lights, toiletries, food, all the basic neccessities i werk and pay for myself. If your nt going to give me a single cent, its like no different like im living alone. Fuck with that excuse that you have no money, your werking as an engineer, you only need to support to schooling kids. if you need to pay for your medication, go ast that bitch to work than. everyone grown up, there is no need for her to just linger around doing nothing. And yeah, you told me that the elder brother dun contribute to the family expenses when he's working full time. That's basically not my fucking probs, you dote on him rite last time, btw that beast is just after your money. Open your eyes.

I got three years two go, and from then on. I would definitely want to cease all ties with all this sadistic setanic humans coz its not worth anything. If you have a clear conscious, you will definitely feel that guilt. It's a living hell.

I blog @ Friday, February 20, 2009