One always look at the bigger picture of life, thus, do we ever bother to look at the small little details of this bigger picture. I had my experience of life and death situation, and it makes me realise that even when your committing something so sinful, god still care for you. I can't deny that. Just sit down and ponder about it, trust me, you will feel the same. Be a sinner at this age, go ahead, but just be a responsible sinner.