I feel the adrenaline pumping in my brain. Ever felt that you have too much going through your mind, where you don't even know where to start. That feeling isn't nice at all. So here I am trying to pretend that nothing happened, but deep down, reality is telling me to face the facts. It's quite daunting especially when you feel so helpless, trying to keep calm, showing a strong composure infront of your friends, but sadly its all superficial.